Eyelash Answers

Mkkayy, now i’m about to turn 13
tonight, i asked my mom about an eyelash curler.
she said yes, i have one. do you want it?
i said no..
did i make a mistake?
becausee i REALLYY want to wear mascara&&for me
my eyelashes don’t curl up when i just put mascara so i would need an eyelash curler..
any tips on helpingg me get to use mascara?
i’ve put some on beforee, looked pretty good
friends said so too(:
but my mom hasn’t seen me wear makeup before
just a little lip gloss&&that’s all
so pleasee, helppp?
Thankkksss!!<3